Maybe I’m Not in Love. Maybe That’s Okay

Halle
2 min readOct 16, 2021

Love is a shapeshifter,

showing up when you least expect.

In the most randomest of places.

At the most inconvenient time.

Love is the person

who’s always late to the party,

leaving you waiting around for hours

as your food gets colder and colder.

Love is the sun on a nice August day,

leaving you warm for hours

as you run along the sandy beaches

of your hometown, collecting seashells

to take home with you later.

Love is the waiter at your favorite restaurant,

a person you spend so little time interacting with

yet still knows your order by heart:

“Chicken sandwich, no tomato

with a glass of red wine.”

Love is the traffic light off 306

that either takes forever to turn green

or changes to red so quickly

you need to slam your brakes on

to not get a ticket.

Love is the kid sitting in the corner

at a party,

scrolling through their phone

wondering when their parents will come

pick them up and take them home.

Love is the random dog

you saw walking in the street,

bobbing along the cobblestone path

as the chilly fall air blows you away.

Love is being stabbed with

ten thousand knives

all at once.

Love is the light that pours into

dark movie theaters, leaving everyone blinded.

Love is anything you need it to be

and everything you don’t.

Love is pain and suffering

and loss and grief.

Love is light and happiness

and smiles and laughs.

Love is a shapeshifter,

showing up when you least expect.

In the most randomest of places.

At the most inconvenient time.

Maybe you haven’t found love yet.

Maybe that’s okay.

Because love will make itself at home

for two days

and then depart on

a four month long adventure

in a new place

with a new time.

But love will always come back.

And if you look hard enough,

you’ll find little things that

remind you that love is still there.

An empty picture frame,

a box of cigars left on a desk,

a coat with no pockets.

Love will come when it needs to

and leave when it wants to

but it will always be there

to welcome you home.

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